Last week, as I was walking back home from an evening bible study, I was talking with Stanley, the new school office manager. He is a native Ghanaian, and in addition to working at the school office, he now lives in the house with the older boys here. He is 28, and has a genuine heart for The Lord, and for ministry. It's great to have him be another positive influence on the kids here, especially because of his age, and the fact that he understands the culture. I really like Stanley and enjoy talking with him, and he always asks me questions that make me think. So when he asked me how my view of ministry might have changed since moving to Ghana, I couldn't give him a quick answer, but it has surely made me take a step back and spend a lot of time reflecting on his question. So this is my attempt to answer his question, to share with you what God is doing in my life, and maybe give you a new perspective on what I believe ministry is, and how we approach it.
One thing that has not changed is how I feel about the assertion that you have to have special training to be a missionary. Prior to us leaving for Ghana, we were often asked if we needed to have "missionary training". I understand the point of this question, and I agree that if you are going to a place where you do not speak their language, you probably need to learn it to be effective. I agree that some cultural training would be helpful. I agree that being trained on how to maintain unity and closeness is helpful for a family going through such drastic life changes. So when someone asks if you need training, the first part of my answer is usually, "Yes, probably." But the second part of my answer is "But we did not." So after being here for 5 months, this is one view of ministry that has not changed much. In fact, I probably believe more strongly about it.
For those of you who know me well, you know that I have not always followed the traditional "rules" for how things are done. I've learned a lot of things on my own, in my own way. Some things have worked out better than others, but I have never let my lack of knowledge or training stop me from trying to do something. See, I look at the way Jesus called his disciples, and how none of them had any training for what they were called to do.
"As Jesus walked beside the sea of Galilee, he saw Simon and his brother Andrew casting a net into the lake, for they were fisherman. "Come, follow me," Jesus said, "and I will make you fishers of men." At once they left their nets and followed him.
Mark 1: 16-18
These men were working-class and uneducated. Jesus even tells them up front what he wants them to do. To be fishers of men. They didn't even know what that meant- to be fishers of men. This was a term they most likely had never even heard before. They were some of the least qualified men he could have found to call to ministry, and he used them to change the world. They didn't have formal seminary training. They didn't have cross-cultural education. They didn't take a 6 week course on how to raise support for missions. Jesus simply said "follow me", gave them a couple seconds for the words to process in their brains, and said "Well, are you coming or not?"
As "westerners", we set boundaries for what we will or won't do in ministry based on what is comfortable for us, and we draw lines that we believe we cannot cross.
We say "I'm not trained." Jesus says "trust me...I'll teach you." Remember, Jesus said "I" will make you fishers of men.
We say "I can't risk my family's security or well being." Jesus says " Who's your father? Will I not take care of my own family?"
We say "How will I even get there?" He says "We'll walk if we have to...." Jesus does not allow room for us to reason our way out of serving. The things that we believe are legitimate reasons for putting limitations on what we can do in ministry, Jesus simply views as excuses.
If Dawn and I had taken the time to go through all the "training", I wonder if we would even be here. Jesus doesn't stand and wait when he calls us to serve. He says, " Are you coming or not?" In Luke chapter 9:57-62, we find Jesus having a conversation with some men who say they will follow him.
"As they were walking along the road, a man said to him, " I will follow you wherever you go." Jesus replied,"Foxes have holes and birds of the air have nests, but the son of man has no place to lay his head." Luke 9:57-58.
The emphasis is mine, but as I read this, I picture Jesus walking along the road, and as these men were making their claims to follow him, he bluntly tells them what it will cost, and leaves them standing there with a stunned look on their face as he continues to walk on.
I know that there will be those who will disagree with my thinking on this, and they will use academic reasoning for their disagreement. They will argue that we need to be properly equipped to do ministry, but I have not found any scripture that indicates the freedom to make excuses, even if we think they are legitimate. Unless God specifically says wait, there is a sense of urgency all through scripture. The difficult truth is that Jesus wants reckless trust in him, even when it seems impossible for us.
And please understand this. I'm not just writing about foreign missions...us coming to Ghana. I'm talking about inviting your neighbor or co-worker over for dinner when you know they don't know Jesus, but you're afraid, so you make excuses. I'm talking about giving up some of your personal time in order to serve someone else. I'm talking about driving the old car longer and giving the money to someone in need. I'm talking about not saying no to Jesus wherever he asks you to go.
And this leads me to a part of Stanley's question where I think my answer has changed.
When we were preparing to move here to Ghana, I made a conscious effort to avoid the mentality that we could show up and "convert" people to a western way of thinking. I knew enough not to expect people to just forget everything they did and do it "our way". But what has happened is that being here has caused me to view the American church a little differently than when we were there in the middle of it, and I'm starting to understand what ministry is really about.
Western Christianity tends to place a huge emphasis on knowledge of doctrines, using big words and unlocking the deeper truths of scripture, and then trying to apply what we know to our everyday lives. Sometimes I think we try so hard to "unlock the secrets" of God's Word that we miss the simple truth it holds. I mean if we are so interested in deeper understanding and application, why is America so messed up? If we as Christians in America are so concerned with attaining a deeper, more meaningful relationship with Christ, why do we show so little of him to others around us who need him. I mean, we go to bible studies, fill notebooks with notes and memorize inspiring quotes from long dead theologians, but never explain the simple gospel to our friends who don't know Jesus. We post all kinds of statuses on Facebook that say "97% of you won't repost this...", or "If you love Jesus, you'll forward this to ten friends...". Really? Please don't misunderstand me. I like learning things and understanding why the Hebrew meaning for a particular word is important. I like to read books and fill my bible margins with lots of notes. I love bible studies and discussing those "deep truths". But if we don't do something with all that, what's the point? Western Christianity is deep in knowledge, high on personal application, but often our personal relationship stays personal.
And here in Ghana, most people that claim to know Jesus have a very shallow understanding of him. The kids at the school can quote scripture like you wouldn't believe, but many of them have no idea how to apply the truth to their lives. It's common to see taxis that have lettering covering their rear windows that say "Yahweh" or "God is Good" "Trust Him", but the driver will take advantage of you if you have white skin. Businesses use God's name everywhere here (western political correctness isn't an issue here). That's how it is with most people here. People here can pray for hours or enter into deep worship at church, and still have very little understanding of who the God of the bible even is, let alone live a transformed life. Most of their church experience is based on tradition and religion, with little emphasis on relationship.
In America, the mark is application and depth, but often ends up being a weak faith that leads to apathy. Many Christians just don't care about others the way the bible says we should. And here in Ghana, there is often great faith, but very little practical application or change, so people don't live transformed lives. They still mistreat each other, abuse their kids, have 6 kids by three different men or constantly bail out on their wife and children. Doesn't really sound much different then the U.S. huh? Whether we know what we should do and choose not to, or don't know Him well enough to allow Him to change us, we still end up in disobedience.
So to answer Stanley's question, I guess the way I view ministry now has changed quite a bit, and it's still changing. I'm absolutely not concerned with numbers of conversions. I don't know if I'll have any first time conversions to count. But there is a great need here. Children who need love. Kids and teachers who desperately need discipleship, so that they can truly know the Jesus they claim. I believe that is where the conversions will happen. The kids and the adults that I am able to disciple will be the ones who will be a far greater influence on the communities they live in than I can be. I spend most of my time as a teacher at the school, or discipling and loving the kids here at CORM. It's not really what I expected to be doing. I don't really know what I expected to be doing, but it's what Jesus has called me to. Now that I see some of these things from a different perspective here, I find myself also thinking about how my ministry can affect those of you at home. That's why I'm writing this. This isn't for the people here to read. In fact, I don't know if anyone here will. And I find myself thinking about how what I've learned here can be used in my ministry when we are home.
And finally, I think the way I would define the word ministry has changed a bit. When we are transformed through Jesus living in us, we learn what it really means to love others. We learn what "making disciples" really means. We learn what obedience and trust really is. Ministry is simply what we do with what we know. That means if you know Jesus, you have a ministry too.
Cayle